“We sometimes think we want to disappear, but all we really want is to be found.” —

I used to relate to this quote and the feelings of heaviness and being overwhelmed by overthinking so much. Lacking attention from people i truly cared about they never had. Lack of answers. Lack of self-love and thought i was never enough.

It suffocated me. I relapsed many times.
Reject those who tried to offer some love, care…
Too lost to receive.

…

Time definitely will help you with its time.

I slowly got better and healed.
Realise I shouldn’t have to reach a crisis for anyone to believe my distress.
Understand enough that we still can disappear sometimes, until we are ourselves again.

And that’s OK to disappear for growth.

I am now ME again, wholeheartedly.
Surrounded by beautiful and stronger love i never had and people i love fully, abundantly, who’ve always been there. Always.

’til we meet again? xx

P.S. Share my story if you’ve been on this journey ✨